- Mood:
Irritated - Listening to: Kelsey
Fuck. I cant sleep at all, I don't know what is wrong with me. I feel tired...but I dont. I dont understand at all. I tried to listen to soft music, no music. Tried to sleep on the floor, sofa, upside down on the bed, with my head hanging out over, nothing...I just...Fuck, why can't I sleep. Dont tell me I'm getting back the Insomnia I had a few weeks last year...*Sighs* Whatever it is I wish it woudl drive its way out of my body...I wanna sleep. Then again with my father bursting into the door every five fucking seconds yelling "Hikaru!"...It's kinda hard....*Sighs*...Heh, what am I kidding, I know just whats wrong with me. I don't wanna be sleeping alone...I want to have Chris beside me, ever since that night he fell asleep on cam...I couldn't sleep...Seeing him there when I looked to the screen, and having my laptop just on my side table on the side of my bed...it was like he was laying next to me kinda thing....*Sighs*...I guess thats the reason then...That also must be the reason for the massive butterflies....the need to be hugged into Rose, my dog, all the time when I sleep. Though, he does get pretty pissed after a while...Or maybe it's because of that dream I had....Or, maybe it's because of all of those reasons...God, I don't know what to do anymore Chris, I think I am going to start going to sleep at the nights again, or at least before you do. So I can see you there next to me while I fall asleep and you can turn off your cam before you sleep...I don't know. Ugh, this is so annoying, I want to sleep...My knees and arms and hips, everything feels odd no matter how I put them on the bed...my left knee the most. Which, pisses me off, it's like a pain, just, an annoying one. Ugh, sorry, yeah, I guess....Ill go lay down, or something. Wish me luck with sleeping, eh?
Sleepless...*Rant ahead*
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Theres no "I" in "team", but there is a "M-E" XD
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I'm a sucker for cute things... That is a sad and true fact
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Fear the serious face
you should have getten a screenshot xD
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"Could it be that I'm not worth it! Could be that Worthless!
Could it be that you don't love me! Could it be that you don't care!"
Everyone knows at some point in everyone's life you feel like that.
If you know what I am talking about copy and paste.
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~Music box melodies~
"La batteria della mente e completamente ricaricata." -Gigi D'Agostino (The battery of the mind)
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"Could it be that I'm not worth it! Could be that Worthless!
Could it be that you don't love me! Could it be that you don't care!"
Everyone knows at some point in everyone's life you feel like that.
If you know what I am talking about copy and paste.
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~Music box melodies~
"La batteria della mente e completamente ricaricata." -Gigi D'Agostino (The battery of the mind)
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"Could it be that I'm not worth it! Could be that Worthless!
Could it be that you don't love me! Could it be that you don't care!"
Everyone knows at some point in everyone's life you feel like that.
If you know what I am talking about copy and paste.
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~Music box melodies~
"La batteria della mente e completamente ricaricata." -Gigi D'Agostino (The battery of the mind)
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